Today was a real test for me. I'm visiting my family and breaking out of my routine. I almost don't know if I can classify today as a success or a failure. All I ate today was cereal and fajitas at a local mexican restaurant. I stayed away from the refried beans and cheese, sour cream and rice but I did eat the chips and salsa and flour tortillas with my fajitas. I still don't really think this was a healthy day. But tomorrow my sister is making me veggie pizza and hopefully I can continue refraining from shit food. Yesterday i thought I had the cravings beat but I spoke too soon. Last night I couldn't stop thinking of a nice cold piece of pumpkin pie. If there had been some in my fridge I probably would have dragged my ass out of bed and eaten a whole pie. It's frustrating! And to top it off, I had a horrible dream that I ate a ton of shit food and couldn't stop! I tried not to let it get to me today though. I didn't agonize about eating the mexican food as much as I would have in the past. I just did my best to eat as healthily as possible. I'm slowly realizing that's all I can do. Am I becoming more mature concerning food? I certainly hope so.
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